Saturday, March 31, 2018

Acts of faith


The roads are an act of faith
The old world left
Where time was taken to cut corn
Cement empire, mitre ashlar boulevards
For this florescence of concrete rectangles, coated beige
Like religion has faded from yellowed walls
Low houses lost, the undergrowth
Like stenciled adverts peel, eaten by the sweat of air.
A verdant florescence of failed Tetris
Crystalising out of poverty like an invasion
Necessity's efficiency, three to a scooter
While the bloated SUV sits marooned 
In traffic, in rivers of screaming steel
Pheromone lines of industry swarming
A cacophony of honks and horns storm junctions
Like piston driven Wilderbeast across the Mara, Mbalageti.

Over such self-organised acts of faith
New Collossi tower, children of Luxor
Stronger, better fed, clad in dark glass, bones of steel
Saturated in benzene smog like an afterbirth of wealth
The Napoleonic dream lucid in this half light
Tarmaced ballistics, the gyre on thin wheels
Young trees, scaffolded in the flood, a sticking plaster
For this incensed place, that boils.
The roads are an act of faith.

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Valentine for L

Moon over water
In love I went diving in
Trying to find you.

Valentine for an errant muse

It's a scar upon my mind that kiss
Etched my nerves like lithograph
Parting peck branded my cheek
Now this sense unbidden comes
The skin blushes
And the bone
A tactile hallucination
The sweetest gift I've known.

Valentine for uplink

Am I allowed to miss you
All this while elapsed
And you moved through
Jail birds and murderers
And I through houses
I was rich then
Favours in my pocket like bank notes
And all so valuable
Most, Most
Favours are not printed from a plate
Each art work unique
Your imprint so soft and brief
And I ended so off and chief
Am I allowed to miss you?
It wasn't ever
That I thought your soul not art
The work that you have wrought
So beautiful, a perfect crystal
Of balanced love, warm joy
And tact
Am I allowed a fond look back?
I will miss you
When I'm a faded memory
And you grey haired and courtly
When the towers are being torn down again
When the seas come, and each season
Is a blessing.
I'll miss you
And know love better in the missing.

Valentine for A

Sproutlings, my fountain, zest
I sketched a thought upon a napkin
To hand onto a passing Toucan
Some token of my affection
I'll act as if you never got.

Some time back I lit a fire in this spot
Not that block that blazes up the way
Down the charred path ashen grey
I wonder how that caught.

There was a sapling on this street
I've searched for day and night
Perhaps if I climb this tall tree
I'll get a clearer sight.

Feather bale, the sun was better with you
Finding myself in the long grass
Corridors booby trapped with anticipation
Your voice like a trapeze harness. Pinstripe suit
The sun was better with you.

Valentine for S


When you put your ear to a shell
You can hear the sea
Only its not the sea, but air
Reverberating between your ear
And the empty space of the shell.
But I'll still reach the pink conch
Off the shelf and listen.
It was only when we stopped
That I saw everyone watching
When we danced in the restaurant
A few days to go.
Woolly hat, green sarong, the pattern
On the cafe window on Mare Street
It's odd what you retain.
Air reverberating against the shell.
I gave no thought to memory then
Tea tree oil and lavender
Turn tumblers, and I hear the sea
Only it's not the sea, but time
Reverberating between heart and memory.


Tuesday, February 06, 2018

Thing

Call these piled clouds, tall toppling bubbles
So they sit gathered upon my shoulders
Like plastered cherubs with bugles and flute
Blue note sets Weeble free tarantella
I shall wash in this thick winter frost, hot
Till hail spills warm from my brow Baptismal.
Desire born for this season, Christened
In cursive fonts like Ariadne's thread
Lay traced in rotting archaeology
Its direction reckoned in forensics.


Sunday, January 28, 2018

Blueprint - Cake

Offering dish. Trans-Jordan 2nd millenium BC

Silk bussel, silvered mirror and wig
She thought leavened eggs
Sugar, risen golden baked,was cake
A hall of silver mirrors and lace.

With a common touch,
Grease fingered and muddied
They called pie
Higher, with deeper slices
Stories tall sliver of filling
Steaming via the podium
From some nation's womb
And it's news.
Pie is how we organise sunshine.

Calm at the eye of the storm, cake
A gyre spread across continents
Wrath or bounty in a wing's breath
Bodies of men and women, steel hoppers
The wheels of lorries, docking ships
Hands in chain across dimensions
Plane brake smoke on bitumen
Cake is not the the thing in the tin
Cake is how we organise sunshine.

Certain as it rises
Balance a pyramid on pin
Set head after tail, after head
After wing, after leaf, after blade,
After photon..
Alfafa, Cock's foot and Timothy
Concentrate blue grass to cream
Organise worms to custard
Box sunshine in steel and ship it
From under the watchful eye of Christ
To glass mountains
Soya beans marching like Napoleon
Rivers be dammed, greenhouses
Built on sand. Blood on the walls
Blood in the drains, for Pie.
This is how we organise sunshine.

Therapy Notes II

In calling after echoes of you
I found hard walls
Tunnels reverberating
In hurled questions
Heard the old curse repeat
And repeat and repeat
Until it settles.

In calling after echoes
Calling out to walls and tunnels
I heard a wailing child I could not find
Beaten by bounced brick bats
Indicted by blame
Found that comfort missed
From the call of anguish
That repeats and repeats and repeats
Until it settles.

In calling after echoes of you
I began to find missing screws
Piston bolts, the grit, lost teeth
In lightless vaults retrained sight
Retrained my ear, like bats to
Echoes
That repeat and settle.

Saturday, January 27, 2018

They make the air a vice

They make the air a vice
And the pension crisis
Solved by wolves
Assyrian ceramic perfume bottle.

Fear in the hollow eyes
The houses, mouths open wide
Respectably shocked
And silent.

They make the air a vice
Pressing like a coming fire
Walking with hands ready
Clenched, missing a rosary
Worry lines like tectonics in streets
And an ad break.

What's the benefit of all this
Orwellian project handed in late
The trail of a small jet
All the clothes a little older
Decorated.
Chop and change like shops
The air is a vice
Invisible wolves in the clouds
There will be looting.

Like Nandrolone

I'll see you soon
Means the same as I'll phone
She loved me
Like an iguana in fish tank
I loved her like Nandrolone.

Friday, January 26, 2018

Going to sleep on the job

Here's a thing
And you may think it's odd
Top pros
Fall asleep on the job.

It can be a hard day's work
Full of stress and strain
But when the jobs on
It's not time to complain.

When it's all up in the air
And there's lights flashing up
And all about
Have just run amok.

Here's a tip from the top
And you may think it odd
Top pros
Go to sleep on the job.

When they're all out there
Looking on you
When there's no way out
And more chores to do

The solution, is not what you think
Find a spot right by the fuss
And take forty winks.
When is comes parniing down
And they call off the dogs
That's when top pros
Go to sleep on the job.

Thursday, January 25, 2018

Salt and ashes

Cast this cargo seaward
Salt and ashes, what it fertilises
I will neither know nor tend
Only seeds upon the wind
I will not pass by here again.
The watermark is low
Cast this cargo
And should some find value
Fish, urchins, crab
Let us celebrate next habour
With logs, flagons and song
They will not mark this spot for long
Not with an X.
But let us celebrate
Sacrifice to fish
It was but stowed weight these gifts
This fresh wind so swift
She skips across the crests
And runs the storms like Terns
Tell me are there ports to West
Or South of here
I have a hold so capacitous
Maybe in Dalmatia
I'll find pepper I can trade for wine
This cargo is but salt and ashes
The wind is good, the weather fine.

Patterns

If as from my life seems clear
I fall in love every seven years
Then by the time I love again
I'll be 49 and to what end?
To just repeat this pattern.

It's a thought and part a fear
A cause to check the course and steer
By the time I love again
I'll be 49 and to what end?
To just repeat this pattern.

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

She was so hot

When I met her I was like
"Where do you shop?"
She was so hot she burnt cotton up
Made nylon melt
She'd walk in the rain
And turn wool into felt.

I said "Would you like a drink?"
She said something with ice
Didn't blink 
Held my heart like a vice. 

She was so hot 
She turned shower drops to steam
Kept changing the channel
With infrared beams

She could cook an egg in her hand 
The constant smoke alarms
Give her oats, butter and
Honey, she could make flapjacks in her palm. 

She was so hot 
She was so hot, I candid confide
I was afraid for my child
Because of piles of bromide. 

Like an explosion
White heat, blue lights, A&E, third degree
Six months in traction, intensively. 

There were times I thought it couldn't last
Like after the fourth skin graft 
Making love in an ice bath
But the water wouldn't last
And we wouldn't stop
Wake staring up at a pitying doc.

After the fourteenth graft post-op
Got a consultant proper top
Nobody's fool
And he suggested investing 
In a swimming pool. 

It didn't take long. 
We got an ice dispenser
Opened a hammam as a community centre
Then thought why not. 
Got a turbine charged 20p a kilowatt. 

Now everyday we fill the whole pool with ice.
Steam generate making nice.

Saturday, January 20, 2018

The Venerable Should

In the Understood Wood
In the Foothills of Good
Lives a beast known
As the Venerable Should

With two hundred heads
And a great sense of smell
The Venerable Should
Is often unwell.

For with two hundred heads
It has two hundred minds
And they don't all agree
All of the time.

So as one is given
To climb up a tree
Then another is given
To burrow beneath

And it furrows the brow
Of those in between
A hundred howls echo
Through the glimmering green

For a Should could do this
And Should could do that
You will often see Shoulds
Going forward and back.

And sometimes its coat
Is a big fuzzy ball
And sometimes it molts
And is clean cut and small.

And if you see one
You sometimes can't tell
For the Venerable Should
Changes colour as well.

Sometimes its brown mottled
And brushed into the green
At others, pink polka dot
That cannot be unseen.

One head likes to fish
And stay down by the river
Another gets colds
Its nose all a quiver

And yet another
Will eat only fruit
And the next one along
Likes Trivial Pursuit.

And they all think that they're right
And they generally are
But the Venerable Should
Seldom strays far.

For with two hundred heads
And four hundred eyes
That it is often confused
Is no great suprise.

In the Foothills of Good
The chorus of Should
Is sometimes seen chasing
For Ifs and for Woulds.

And rarely, when the stars
Are all in correct sections
The two hundred heads
Face one direction

Then, in the Understood Wood
In the Foothills of Good
Goes trotting forward
The Venerable Should.

Thursday, January 18, 2018

Jerry Beck's grant cheque

Jerry Beck's grant cheque had knees
And jumped from bank to bank like fleas
They gave him this, and gave him that
And soon that grant cheque grew fat.

He took the entertainment cash
And put it all on railtrack
Over summer made a stack
Then returned the balance back.

Jerry Beck had patience
And asked good questions too
From fractions of a cent or pence
His yeastlike fortune grew.

Jerry Beck's grant cheque had knees
He plays cricket
With the Cayman Island cricket team.

Weather balloons

We read it very early on
As the hole in ozone bloomed
NASA in Alaska with their weather balloons
They captured all the data
And when it was not what they assumed
They said it must be calibration
The gadget out of tune.
So they put it back to benchmark
Light made dark by folk so smart
We'd just been to the moon.

And throughout the 70s
And in the 80s too
They threw out what they saw
For what they thought they knew
We sprayed aerosol and CFCs
The hole above us grew
And all the while they changed the spreadsheets
Thinking them untrue
And these were folk of science
They were not buffoons
Whole teams for decades
Deaf to weather balloons.

Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Forget all this

Pelike. Vase. Depicting birth of Aphrodite. Rhodes 5th Century BC

Love, why not lover, come to bath, to wash
Come to the table, to cloth
The cost, the hurt, would make this love so firm
On deep cut foundings we will grow and learn.

Know it's only you
Your cautious grace, a slow embrace
Like every space is kissed
Your regal air, your will to dare
Makes every place a palace.
Forget all this.

Forget the day, these hours
The shackling clock so slow
Forget the brick, the towers
This city paved in gold
Forget your doors and curtains
Your furnishings and clothes
Forget all your bright jewelry
Forget them all and come

To the forests, the briars, the dark thickets
Beyond all lies and truth
Beyond veracity and acting
Beyond age and youth
Tear yourself if you must
Till blood drips,
Drips from the wire pen
Sunshine, our land
Are not yours till won.

Sunday, January 07, 2018

Rugby ball

This may be not the thing to say
But we'll make it right another day.
And now if you admit your fall
I won't treat you like a rugby ball
Seek to grasp and runaway
Drop kick to touch to make a play
Throw you swift around my friends
And push and barge off other men.

This may be not the thing to say
We'll make it right another day
When you call, it's joy to fall
You won't become a rugby ball.