Monday, August 31, 2015

If one should bring me this report

Harrappa Terracotta Horse. Indus Valley 2600BC.


I have to play
To play for you so you will sail through
And stay the course, I cannot force a thought
Shuttered owl roosts, though in this great midday
There's no sane way that we can stop to nap.

I can talk of bright coloured plastic wheels
Rolling under peels of bird-song, bells
In tufted fields, talk of family
Not modern dyads, but ancient kin
Upon the savannah in tanned animal skins
A school of small dwellings and cousins.

Where there are gluts of brick and cash and glass
Apes butt cheek by jowl, battery fowl buses
Rock clad paths and myths, back-lit myths of now
Blaze a beacon for flocks of sheep who seek this stock
Skip lunch, the sunk forgot, the beacon stoked.

A culture of cricket whites
From summer arm-chairs we tune such fare as the smack
Of leather on willow, of ordinance on entropy
Pillow talk the score under ordinary unbreached roofs
Unbroken triangles that spread forces.
Our silicon Oracles turn water to wine
Transubstaniate raw data to flesh
Out-calculate the entirety of
Humanity arraigned with abacus.

Amidst the glut of brick and wash of cash
The rock clad paths aren't as was told, faced with gold
But under-girded with glass and lasers, obliterating space
As stirrups, galleons and ball-bearings did
Before, but not for those who sunk offshore
“If one should bring me this report
That thou hadst touch'd the land to-day”
Not for those in sand dusted clothes the hand has closed
The door. The door will not close
These chalk walled pirate isles. Of Rhodes, Drake, Clive
This sanguine, stoic form of speech may sup
On schadenfreude or Siddartha
Court roots or court disaster.
Long since Subitai and Sulyeman
Since bodies piled up in Pesht and Harwich starved
Amid heaps of rotting herring.
Long since Ecumenical blessing apportioned space
Chain linked the ecumene across oceans
Since the roof truss placed spread force.
Truth, right, power. Kingston, Bristol, Accra
Unbroken triangles, of course.


Bastard princes engorged call feathered beds
Aged reds and credit
Over thirty faces and they're just chimps
To a chimp. The 0.1 percent
Difference. They lie like us, war and get high
But never pressed papyrus
Smaller frontal lobes and fusiform gyrus
But we scale. Horse back, iron horse, tarmac, cable
Wood, Charcoal, Coal, Oil
Till we have tasted flight
And eyes skyward wade torrents of plight
In opulence, afford to ignore uninsurable
Sunk dinghies, the latrine stink cess of promises
And declarations, obligations. The ghosts
Of Roosevelt, E. and deflation
Haunt a family in tanned animal skins on the savannah
Immiserate, immiserate.

Hiding under a canvas wagon cover
A one season teenage Temujin whispered promises
To Bortei, but a bud, too young for make-up or disenchantment
A heart that launched a million hooves
That day, what did she hear, what did she say?

Leaves fall in the lake
To rot, to feed crab, to feed fish, to compost
For dark roots, the rot of social contracts, the compacts
With gods, with falling leaves, with post-war settlements
Unsettled shettles, flee shuttled in sealed buses
Flee blundering humpty-dumpty and uncle
These wars never happened, under the law.
The lessons of Dachau, of Auschwitz, learned lessons
Of aftermath, of outsourcing, lessons of digital distribution
Lessons of chaos, the schooled rapacious, debt fuelled
Scions of Cortez, the hounds must be fed
Chow down, Chow down
Snout brown in full bullion bowls, chow down
On pensions, on freedoms, on relations chow down
While others promise, chow down
There is enough for everyone, chow down
We sent no invites.

They will all drown
The family, savannah pinned in tanned hide
The self-selecting Darwinian footed thousands
The kerosene lofted connections, the cargo containers
The obliteration of space
And in time
Sit like Canute, and cry, cry for your Ayrian myths
Cry as waves of reality rend your misapprehension
Of culture, of humanity, cry
That the iron horse crosses your land, that the beacons
That have branded your mind have branded the savannah
Cry like Canute and sink.
The Assyrians have come, come in iron chariots
In God despairing iron chariots, Assyrians with wings
And chemical horses, shift beads on your abacus
Go to the beach and builds walls on the sand, build walls
On the shore, on the cliffs, build your walls against water
Against the lake, against the weight of numbers.
Shift your abacus, or come with clubs and dialects
Against the tide of Genghis and Cortez
Against the tide of these pirate isles
From whence warriors sailed
Against the weight of Clive, Rhodes and Drake
Come with your dialects and clubs.
There will be blood
You will drown in that blood.
A family, on the savannah, animal skin minded
May cry
Cry like Canute
There will be tears
You will drown in those tears.


Thursday, August 20, 2015

Mislabeled


One draught is never enough
Missing the old land lady
Gay days, frayed memory
The hand cradles amber nectar
Even amid buffed wood and steel
Of monotonous chain pubs
One draught is never enough.

But enchanted ones, canalside
Or pitched surprise on hillside bends
Black windows, low slung
Magic ones make me long
For alcoholism
Hang-overs and misjudgement
One draught is never enough.

I have paintings from Italy
Paintings from towns I don't remember
Paintings of towns I never knew
Paintings that call thoughts
Of sun, hills, Roman blue
Thoughts so easy to love.

A picture of a harbour bay,
A distant town, vineyards, roads
Church so far away
No details the vague wash holds
I couldn't see that day
Whether there are singers
If the harbour's rife with thieves
A brush as free as hope
The view as beautiful as it is remote.

It is my own painting that I love.
As other artists do
One draught is never enough
I could murder a forest with you.

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Birthday Poem

Fusion
Star fuelled muse of all men
Hydrogen to Helium
Naturally, and all them
Photons
That bless skin a billion miles
Distant from the tides within
Life giving
Heart of summer
Light bestowing wonder
It happens to the lucky ones
These passing suns.

Tuesday, July 07, 2015

Locally


Forget the map
The church green
Let morning and evening
Cables and kerosene
Make their mosaic
Of local
Make scapes of familiarity
Repetition of scent
Repetition of sight
Repetition of memory.

Tessellating the High Road
With Kloveniersburgwal
With Rue Sous l'Eglise
With the High Road
With Bentley Rise
With the slate grey snakes of Lancashire
With the beach in Perth
Collected like classrooms
Memories of classrooms.

The dendrite linked streets
The bend, the taxi fleet
The station split and gapped
Like synapses
Electric axons
Reinforced with use
Cement meaning
Cement behaviour.

Cups of tea, cups of tea
I do not keep milk at home
But locally
That's different.

The carnation bush in the park
Again, the dog and his old man
The stairs in the dark
Alleys like the back of my hand
But not Spitalfields
Not Upper Street Post Office
Not the bridge by Markfield
Or even Dam Square
They are just along the line
Along the river from here
An inch on a map
Local, just across a synapse.


Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Half glass

The debate has been lengthy
Whether the glass is half full
Or half empty
I don't mean to kill it
But
You have a glass
Go fill it.

Thursday, June 25, 2015

We won't make it out alive

Ceramic reliquary. Gandhara. AD5.

For all we hope and strive
Not you or I
Will make it out alive.
And all we crave and love
Under the changing sky
Will not save us
Not you, nor I.

But there is time to love
To learn and cry
To suffer and struggle
Flourish or survive
But not you or I
Will make it out alive.


Tuesday, May 05, 2015

A letter to Arsene Wenger


Bowl. Incipient Jomon Period

Dear Mr. Wenger OBE,
As your pursuit of excellence is a perennial
And all engaging excercise I appreciate
Your time with us is precious
But I hope you'd entertain
As you are known to do
A train of sentiments
Amateur, but long thought through.

Many times before, of course
I have tried to write, like in 08
With those young hopeful greats
When I prayed you'd bring in Seedorf
And once in 05 after some rash mistake
I wished to urge you send Jens Lehman
To Tibet to meditate.
And many times to express
The tour de force
That is the Pride
The paper lit the crowd alive
The dot to dot
Like verse in Morse
But this letter is my choice recourse
To praise a mastery oft ignored
Your mastery of the long game.

Its a shame
That since we last one the title
Smart money flew
The commodities super cycle
To Moss Side and Harrow Road
Rubber stamping stars like mints
And now you coach a squad
To play not clubs but
Carbon footprints.

When Nottingham are lost in woods
And Elland Road is owned by hoods
Blackburn were just a flash
And many others gone to trash
I admire how you've played it long.

How my hackles are unshackled
By the prattle of myopic hacks
Who's copy does not detail
Battling clubs that oil backs
Oh the reams of tittle tattle
Almost always lack
That critical faculty
And strategy,
But clearly you could see
This earlier than Xavi

It's incredible
In the days of the debt frenzy
With a net spend that South End envies
When Moneyball men descend
From across the pond
Buying clubs from County to Rotherham
That all the while you've played it long.

And in the press, yes, there is praise
For Pulis and Allardyce
But when there's stats and figures quoted
This mastery is rarely noted,
The credit
For this success I don't often see.
But clearly you read it
Earlier than Xavi.

Could I digress to reminisce
Of when I first witnessed,
The Colussus
Wednesday it was
Not any Wednesday
Furnace fresh steel
The educated industry
The artifice of empire
He echoed every bit that Wednesday,
To see ginger hair rise and fall
East to West like a copper sun
And Paddy off, on the run
Those days were more than fun.

But that stage was too small
For all the actors you have educated
Fashions you have dictated
And yet while others abdicated
You built a stage more elevated
Shown all how a small dog
Can maul a bear
And yet brought up puppies
With the greatest care
Built the greatest here.

For what could be coppers
You find boys strong as an Ox
Slicker than otters
Sharp as a guileful fox,
Houdinis with locks
Who run off their socks

How you taught a boy from olive groves
With feet as smooth as the gold that flows
To squeeze as hard as those olive presses
Play passes there's no second guessing.
The record is impressive
Officially, statistically the best.

Could I digress to discuss
An issue that is divisive
And that is ticket prices
The choir is too small
The circle lacking harmony
The entrance fee
Too heavy save
For those who already
Have their glory.
So Highbury refugees
Sit six to a season ticket
Packed pubs, clipped pitches
Its just not cricket.
In the next chapter
An action to bring back terraces
Would be most merited

But I digress,
Your mark is indelible
What you've already done, incredible
Long after your last players have played
In thousands of years in another age
Men will find what you have made
Look upon the work and say
This is a work of greatest endeavour
Thousands gathered here
Thousands did revere.
There can be no hesitation
Your canonisation
Is beyond question.

Sunday, May 03, 2015

Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas


Ne me quitte pas
Il faut oublier
Tout peut s'oublier
Qui s'enfuit déjà
Oublier le temps
Des malentendus
Et le temps perdu
A savoir comment
Oublier ces heures
Qui tuaient parfois
A coups de pourquoi
Le cœur du bonheur
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Moi je t'offrirai
Des perles de pluie
Venues de pays
Où il ne pleut pas
Je creuserai la terre
Jusqu'après ma mort
Pour couvrir ton corps
D'or et de lumière
Je ferai un domaine
Où l'amour sera roi
Où l'amour sera loi
Où tu seras reine
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas
Je t'inventerai
Des mots insensés
Que tu comprendras
Je te parlerai
De ces amants-là
Qui ont vu deux fois
Leurs cœurs s'embraser
Je te raconterai
L'histoire de ce roi
Mort de n'avoir pas
Pu te rencontrer
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

On a vu souvent
Rejaillir le feu
D'un ancien volcan
Qu'on croyait trop vieux
Il est paraît-il
Des terres brûlées
Donnant plus de blé
Qu'un meilleur avril
Et quand vient le soir
Pour qu'un ciel flamboie
Le rouge et le noir
Ne s'épousent-ils pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas
Je ne vais plus pleurer
Je ne vais plus parler
Je me cacherai là
A te regarder
Danser et sourire
Et à t'écouter
Chanter et puis rire
Laisse-moi devenir
L'ombre de ton ombre
L'ombre de ta main
L'ombre de ton chien
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas.

No don't go away


No don't go away
We must let go
All we can let go
What's already flown
Let go the times
We made each unknown
And time that's gone
To be wise to how
We let go these hours
Which sometimes slay
With blows of why
A heart of joy
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away


I offer you
Pearls of rain
From a realm
Where it never rains
I shall cross the earth
Till past my death
To wrap your heart
With gold and light
I'll make a land
Where love will be lord
Where love will be law
Where you will be queen
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away

No don't go away
Invent I will
Some senseless words
That you will know
I'll talk to you
Of lovers old
Twice they viewed
Their hearts ablaze
I will speak
A myth of this chief
Brought forth to death
Cos you didn't meet
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away

My mind reminds
That flame reforms
From an ancient hill
They called too old
It sometimes seems
That blackened fields
Give more grain
Than springs best yields
When dusk comes back
In the blazing west
The red and black
Will never nest
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away

No don't go away
No more will I cry
No more will I speak
I will just hide
Just so I can see
You dance and smile
And to hear
Your style and your song
Let me become 
The shade of your shade
The shade of your hand
The shade of your hound
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away
No don't go away

Monday, April 27, 2015

I have run out of rawl plugs

I have run out of rawl plugs
I wouldn't have known
I'd put hundreds of holes
In the walls of my home.

I've run out of rawl plugs
And there are some shelves
And holes drilled and filled
So you never could tell.

II.

In my infancy
Rawl plugs were infinite
Appearling like slaters
Expected suprises
Under furniture, behind doors
Boxed, scattered and bagged.

I laughed when I first bought rawl plugs
In a brick thick pack
Picked one strip and finished
Unthinking assumptions they'd languish
Infinite in the cupboard or shed.

Finitude, solitude
DIY.

III.

And yes, it's true I have used
A whole box of screws
Or two, 6s and 8s
A plethora of projects
Of temporary fate.

In my infancy
Screws were more infinite
Than rice grains
But I knew where rice came from
And carried it home.

I have  used a whole box of screws
Or two, 6s and 8s.

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

The mountainside

Or

What my phone wrote in my pocket


The mountainside
Your beacon. Ever burning
I think
The mountainside your beacon
The mountainside
I have woken up

The second course
The mountainside
I tried to cope
Address bar of your feathered heart
But aside from the public domain names
The address is being held.

The colour and size of the machine
The second course
Untarnishably wonderful in all departments,
River queen

The mountainside
The mountainside, your sovereignty acclaimed
Light
The information contained in this email
This is theoretically doable
For the price
In may

How was (love hearts) a bit of fun
The only one
Of the machine and news
The address is correct
And up to Stokey on the bus
I think one
I am the mountainside
Your sovereignty
I am caught.

How it goes
Without the mountainside.

Thursday, March 26, 2015

A note on voting


I heard it said
From high on horse
That we should vote
Because others fought.
But this post
Won't be stamped
And enveloped
And offering
Just one vote
Is like asking
We go by sailboat
A nice way to travel
When the crew is good 
And the weather's bright
Once in a while
I just might.
But as other's fought
To enjoy new rights
We should not just vote
But fight.

Friday, February 20, 2015

She said she was in love

She said she was in love
As if this one word
Would make good
All that I'd just heard.

She said she was in love
As flighty adolescents do
But nowhere was the care and curiosity
Of the word I knew.

If each love is a key
Mine was not the lock
The turning that would free
Our spirits from the blocks.

She said she was in love
As lust confused from time to time
If each love is a fingerprint
Hers was at a crime.


Saturday, February 14, 2015

Valentine for Y

There is water between us
I will go down to this water
Now, when it is dark
And dive and pull and roll
Each lifting and then crashing wave
Each stroke rake through raging storm
Through Biscay, through Golden Coast
And on and on to round the Horn
Swim in thunder and blinding white
Swim with longing through the night
Swim through however many dawns
Till all natures forces come becalmed
Until I come to haboured beach
To stand again within your reach
As all the gods I have beseeched
Are there to answer all for each.

The fool in Jolene


Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
I'm begging of you please just take me as I am
Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
Please don't go, for once just understand

Your beauty is beyond compare
With flaming locks of auburn hair
With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green

Your smile is like a breath of spring
Your voice is soft like summer rain
And I would be complete with you, Jolene

Your face it haunts my very dreams
And every night it always seems
I wake up wet and crying out Jolene

And I can easily understand
How you could soon have any man
But you don't know what you mean to me, Jolene

Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
I'm begging of you please just leave me as I am
Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
Please don't go, for once just understand

Though my love was always true
Love like yours I never knew
Now your the only one for me, Jolene

I had to have this talk with you
My happiness depends on you
And whatever you decide to do, Jolene

Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
I'm begging of you please just take me as I am
Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
Please don't go for once just understand.

Can't get next to you

I lost your number
To a pick-pocket down the Arsenal
I would've given an engagement ring
Or all my summers
For that one simple thing.
Humming Al Green.
I miss your integrity
When I find myself in times of trouble
What your voice says
I guess it's unpossessing
My house is less of a mess.
A lick of paint does wonders
For your conciousness.
I'm just about driving now
If I buy a van
We could elope as spouses
Rent the houses
And raise kids in Kyrgzstahn
Or Australia
But you've probably got different plans
Like I said, a pick-pocket took my dockets
So I had to email ya
Give us a call
Love
To hear from you and all.

English donkey


There is a donkey
That carries all the portage
For the village and the palace
Carries to all quarters
Harnessed up with baggage.

Some have seen it at the palace gate
They say "that gold's a heavy weight "
Some have seen it at the butchers
And say it carries meat
Some see it at the hospital
Bearing medicines for meek
Some see it in the quarters
Where they say it runs cocaine
Some see it piled with wood and straw
And think it poor and plain.

But the donkey goes about it chores
However understood
Forever lifts and forever hauls
'Most every type of good
One day dray horse, one day mule
One day pet, one stubborn fool
But always on the donkey's back
Is some good of value
To which we're attached.

For there are cars and there are planes
And even dog-led slays
But they never ever carry it
In quite the donkey's way.
Some petrol fuelled, some larger limbed
Some even work in teams
But it seems
It's the donkey that we turn to
When we want to carry dreams.

Though short and plain and spindled legged
Its strong and versatile as eggs
And carries all from water's edge
For high and marbled palace.

Valentine for uplink

You're my every hope and solace
My every focus like opium
The dopest promotion for human beings
A voice like seeing dawn E'ing
I can't depict the state of addiction
Search for superlatives in fan fiction
The Aphroditeest, Venusuviusest
The finest moviest, stars like Grace
Leaving Bacall in your wake, trailing
Oh the depth of the fall
Infinite, unfailing
Like bars, chains and a jail
Lead where the largest freedom could ever avail
Gold cast female
Hot as your own star
I'd forget every object of worth
For your presence
Like heaven on earth
If its a crime I plead guilty as charged
Face any penalty
To be even part of your entourage.

Valentine for A

There is love like wine
Love like air and water
Love like gold and jewels
But your love, for me
Is more like trigonometry
A truth and understanding
Of unpredictable utility.
Value that will never cease
Like pivot points and levers
And knowing dawn is east.

Valentines

1.
Singular or plural
Water birth or epidural
Church or a beech
In a suit or sandles
Do you count the candles
Valentine
Your place or mine


2.
Oh hot bird what flies in air
It is with heart too full of care
I long to squeeze and pull your hair
Slap your arse bent taut and bare
Oh how I long to kiss you there

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Clarinet

You never would expect
A foghorn aged become clarinet
Those clarion cries we can't forget
And yet...

She was a warrior of raucous nights
Her cries would frighten dawn
But now with notes sweet tender light
She lullabies her fawn.

Now she glides on summer lawns
Without the cider bottles strewn
Strewn like those souls left to mourn
Those suitors who beseeched the moon.

Oh I could tell you
Of the Princes, oh the dukes and heirs
How they queued and how they howled
That ever she be theirs.

There were wails and there were tears
From her peers there were glares
Laughter's heard at sunset now
In peels and in pairs.

If you are here, now
And not lensed through all those years
It's easy to forget
A foghorn was this clarinet.