Thursday, June 28, 2018

I cried the whole night through


You did not come
I cried the whole night through
Such that my soaked mattress
Became a marsh
Sinking in the thought of you
Submerged and all surrounding
Body riven through with flame in drowning
In the brackish, black undertow
Like a hot wash spinning
Sweat drops on my spine
Mustard tears on my cheeks
The thought of you sawing
On my stretched gut string.

You did not come
I cried the whole night through
Such that my soaked mattress
Became a marsh and I awoke
Surrounded by wading birds and heron.

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Crisp Packets on the Avenell Rd and A letter to Arsene Wenger II


Vase. Final Jomon Period. Japan

I. Crisp Packets on the Avenell Rd.

Crisp packets on the Avenell Rd
Under the clouding Sky.
What once was diamond, marble, bronze
Is plastic now, light and glass
Astroturf
Where was once was grass.

Hashtag protests staffed by ghosts
Journalists and empty crisp
Packets blowing down the Avenell Rd.

Felt-tip scrawl on A4
Out of all proportions lensed
Broadcast reproduction
Global distribution, trends
It's Freudian. The trapped at home
And fatherless grasp manhood
Through patricide. With Oedipal leverage
An edited double page spread
By buttered bread mercenaries
Goes blowing down the Avenell Rd.
Under the clouding sky.

Lesbian bloggers on the Avenell Rd.
Crisp packets in Damascus
The tactics of birth certificates
A war of pipes, fox holes and pockets
Non-linear dynamics, google mapped
OCEANs, fingertip cracks
Fissure outliers in the system
Literate multi-lingual sophistication
Went out of fashion.
And enlightenment so yesterday.

II. A letter to Arsene Wenger

A guess the cock if oft the weather vein
A shot at the big cup covers a couple
Of crying actors, tickets and twitter-bots
Same shit. I blame brexit.

After the game is done
Blinded by the Sun
They'll blame some crazy bastard from the A-team
Claim he didn't work his share.

After the game is done
In light of the sky and the sun
If we look around for those to whom comparison seems fair
What colour was your revolution?

Beyond Michels and Paisley
Like none since Ali
Alongside Gaddaffi, Assad, dare I say
Obama
A leader worthy of hyper reality psychodrama.

Transcendent in the end
As Kings are ever known as Cesar
The Gunners head will be Arsene.

Saturday, June 09, 2018

Not for the rhyme

It ain't poetry that makes them fly from overseas
Swear they won't leave
Long after three
Holding cold cups of tea.

It ain't the rhyme
That makes them bang on the door
Call at the window
Wanting what came before.

I can't put my finger on it
It's on the tip of my tongue
It's not for the rhyme that they come.

Friday, June 08, 2018

Fish and refugees I,II,III


The bald heads bobbed above the standard seats
Like toffee apples in a bowl on Halloween
“I'm shipping the chest freezer all the way over”
“All the way over!”
“All the way over. Shipping's cheap.”

“I was a child in the Isle of Mann
It's their fault for having open borders
All the way to over there.”
“I know about the EU” he said
“We have an agreement with the French”
37,000ft in the air.

“Do you know how many people died on Thailand's roads this month?”
He asked, almost accusatory.
“How old is yours?”
“36”
“You don't smoke”
“No”
“No”
“Not anymore”
“And how old are you now?”

“We can have the fish”
“You can't just fish more fish there are scientists”
“Scientists give our fish to the Spanish.”

Fish is 0.5% of GDP
97% of migrants are not refugees
This I didn't share, lean in, intervene
From my chair, given that obviously,
Small changes can cause chaos
In a complex system
And at the time we were all 37,000ft in the air.

“I haven't done as well as some of my friends
From the Grammar. Secondary Modern?”
The other nods
And I don't blame my father” to strangers
37,000ft in the air
With no mention of the City, or pensions, tax
Empire, sunset havens, their asylum.
“but you want to know what went wrong of course”
The man from the Isle of Mann agreed.
And they talked fish and refugees.

II.

Because the commonwealth will come and help us
Because we were raised on these myths
That Johnny Foreigner loved the way we give it to em
Because coal black, white tooth sambo
Will offer up his bowl
In exchange for a touch of British class.
Because they were lucky to have us
We were raised on these myths.

What have they done to Greece?
To Sumeria?
Ruins now and aped in architecture
The house that power built and myths
Stripped and shipped and worn
Like ermines of our time.

Do they build like Christchurch in Korea?
Will we who first burnt coal be remembered in our forms
Will they read Shakespeare and Newton any more
Like Pythagoras and Homer
Will these stories fur our descendants shoulders
Even as their great arc breaks on this new era's shore?

The myths don't tell you
That we dismantled the cotton industry of India
For the mills of Manchester
Dismembered the Ottoman Umma when oil was new and cool.
Fought the Chinese for right to sell them smack
Fought them again to sell them more.
Murdered the Irish for nine hundred years,
James, Henry, Cromwell, the blight,
Filler on the Western Front.
Armed Benin to enslave the Gold Coast, Guinea
Then broke them in debt
Our myths don't record this
But the Irish, Chinese, Ghanaians, the Indians
They all have their own myths.

Our myths speak of a heroic past
When pith helmets paved the way for God
And God spoke in English
When we bought trade to backwaters
And illiterates ululated, encircled, enthralled
Crowned us with garlands and feathers
Showed us gleaming treasures which we took.
Our myths never say that maybe they
Expected garlands back.

And so we go
Cap proudly on our head
And offer up these myths to the French
Who we fought for five hundred years
And sneered at.
And Germans, who we fought and humiliated
The Italians who we fought, the Austrians and Hungarians
Who we defeated. The Dutch for whom we invented
Concentration camps.
And the Spanish where we've got a rock
Stuck like a pile in their butt
And say give us this, for these myths
But they have their own.

III.

The driver made the ride scream all the way
Down the road from Bangkok, professional
Past low foundries, platoons of effigies
Blurring like change, green and sweat, square shacks
Body shops each block like the vehicles here
Are broken.

The green Island rises above grey sea
Like a well sung myth. Roof gone high and wide
Above the shrubs, pale sand, dark palm fronds splay
Like torn Venetian blinds against the sky
Pennants of a paradisal army
And some, beetle eaten their headdress slipped
Make littoral a harbour of stalled ships
The tropic thick air presses like a dilute sea
Seasoned by butterflies, blooms, these foreign
To my eye the lizards, bugs, the plants here
Flower until they die.

From the shore at night you'd be forgiven
For thinking the fishing boats far cities
Lost Atlantis and its suburbs risen
From the sea. What chance do squid have, what pity
Soft flourescence the most delightful spell
Of all sweet dances in staged Darwin's hall
What chance do they stand against the blazing lure
Appolline, Venusian halogens
To see such beauty so immense and pure
That we could not know, but to call it awe
So they rush to the net, the plate, their end.

There are young teak stands, seas of cane acreage
And the jungle brush fires reak like temples.
Throughout the year, when the cane stands tall
After sundown men go from the village
Set flaming torches to ripe sugar
And it lights the countryside like pillage.

The saddest part is to see elephants
Balding pink patches, hunched, dropped ears, limp trunks
Chained waiting for riders they cannot want
Far from home jungles and most often drunk.

A couple, young and bronzed track the water
Footprints snakewise though the sand and jetsam
Their hands are not together, heads are down
This dream they both dreamt in another town
Seems dreamt now in separate minds today
Like they woke in a brochure and full of reproach
The saltwater washes their tracks away.

Thursday, June 07, 2018

Shrapnel 32


Damn fools got trolled, sell the crown jewels for roubles
Posh trash and screwballs, wash cash with new rules
The carve up, of the imperial cigar butt
Ash for the hard up, putting robots in Starbucks.
Penny pinching cos your pockets is picked
Taking in inches cos you swallowed the shit.
Since the voyage of the Begal
Stitched by thread-needle, the spread eagle
Spreads-evil
Easier to rob oil when the country is feeble.
It's like banks leak to barbados
Played us like guitars and invades us.
Treat the whole world like Vegas
The shit's worn old
Rachet strap attachment for fascists
Get the scaffold.

Wednesday, June 06, 2018

Ask me this

Ask me this
In magnesium flares
That which you wish
If you've will to dare.

And I would grow flowers
Cut flowers like the heads of heathens
Like harvest corn.
What colours would we make
Kaleidoscope and follow fate
Through fractal days,
Reinventions, iron filings
In the fireworks
Cream in the puddings
All this patience in the dark
Ask me this
At the end of a touch paper
Full of spark.

Fish and refugees. III


The driver made the ride scream all the way
Down the road from Bangkok, professional
Past low foundries, platoons of effigies
Blurring like change, green and sweat, square shacks
Body shops each block like the vehicles here
Are broken.

The green Island rises above grey sea
Like a well sung myth. Roof gone high and wide
Above the shrubs, pale sand, dark palm fronds splay
Like torn Venetian blinds against the sky
Pennants of a paradisal army
And some, beetle eaten their headdress slipped
Make littoral a harbour of stalled ships
The tropic thick air presses like a dilute sea
Seasoned by butterflies, blooms, these foreign
To my eye the lizards, bugs, the plants here
Flower until they die.

From the shore at night you'd be forgiven
For thinking the fishing boats far cities
Lost Atlantis and its suburbs risen
From the sea. What chance do squid have, what pity
Soft flourescence the most delightful spell
Of all sweet dances in staged Darwin's hall
What chance do they stand against the blazing lure
The Venusian halogens
To see such beauty so immense and pure
That we could not know, but to call it awe
So they rush to the net, the plate, their end.

There are young teak stands, seas of cane acreage
And the jungle brush fires reak like temples.
Throughout the year, when the cane stands tall
After sundown men go from the village
Set flaming torches to ripe sugar
And it lights the countryside like pillage.

The saddest part is to see elephants
Balding pink patches, hunched, dropped ears, limp trunks
Chained waiting for riders they cannot want
Far from home jungles and most often drunk.

A couple, young and bronzed track the water
Footprints snakewise though the sand and flotsam
Their hands are not together, heads are down
This dream they both dreamt in another town
Seems dreamt now in separate minds today
Like they woke in a brochure and full of reproach
The saltwater washes their tracks away.