Saturday, June 22, 2019

Shrapnel 31


The was I time I ran
Broken mooreland and glen
And clouds gathered like a temper
The clouds were not looking for me
I did not dance for them to come
Yet it rained
The gathering weight of water drops
Washing salt, sweet over my lips
I drank every breath.

Friday, June 21, 2019

Therapy Notes III

Spherical Mayan Vase c. 700AD. Huehueteotl. Old Fire God


I don't care

The frayed child's lie
You should not argue with those not there.
The washing machine will not clean
The churning of these waking dreams.

Pouring dirt in the powder slot
Push the button, pressing play
Turn the dial to boiling hot.
A grey matter, you cannot run away. 

Nor waste in anguish yet more days
For all the fearful love you share
You should not argue with those not there.

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Wasted


I.

The cranes are pecking at the mudflats
Scarred ground and glass
Unresting spirits, in torment, the ghosts
Of terraces down west and east are lost
At night, great red eyed rats sit atop
The office blocks
Great red eyed rats, fat
They have evicted even ghosts
And busy making new ones from the young.

II.

Cup aloft in flowing throng, young, tall and blonde he loudly calls “Can anybody help me”
Falters his voice through heaving halls, "Can anybody help me. I'm homeless" receding backs "Can anybody, anybody. Help. A hurry, hurry of hair and cloth stickles past the paper cup; stick to the path in forest, for many are lost; to the escalators “Get out, Get out” The bluecoats shout at she, traffic powdered pallid hurt, knees up, sunweathered spots and anger. Shouted "Get out" as the portly lady just put a KFC bucket at her feet. "Get out" when she got a mega bucket at her feet. She standing now clenched and shouting, silent; not her parents, the numbers, she, we, we've all seen the numbers, all of us, the figures; kid's gait, small storm, zephyr in an alleyway till the grey, bitten hand carved of frostbite says.
“Go get your food”.

III

“Les enfants danse sur la cupole" seulement
Without religion
They offer opiates and racism
Like the bones are no longer in our mouths
Like we miss a season when dead flowers bud.
The children are crying in the tunnels again.
Git, git, git

Glug, glug, glug.