Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Me friend he say

My friend, he enquire 
I say “Fire. Wired. Less tired” 
We converse 
And in some flippancy 
I drop discursive verse 
Upon family 
Him a see me 
Him a say 
“Do you have a problem with intimacy” 

Me a say 
“If I have learnt one thing today 
It's easier when they run away 
It might not please, might bring dismay 
What's easier when they run away” 

And him a say “The struggle to stay may pay” 

And me a say 
“In sunshine we must make hay 
To store to feed a winter's day 
The work we love is not all play
When may all the struggle pay” 

What him a say next 
What me a say next 
Don't go down in text.

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

The Camel and the Swallow


You know the mound out the back door
There was a Camel under all that straw
And a broken Swallow too
How long for, no one knew
The Camel sat submerged and chewed
The Swallow ate ticks galore
They chewed and chewed until they saw
The world anew, a bit like before.
A breeze came, then a wind
And lightened the Camel's leaden limbs
And twitched the weakened Swallow's wings.
Day by day, summer jets
Lifted golden blades away
Like invisible majorettes
The Swallow began to hop and flap
The Camel stretched its legs and back
And turned his dusty head and said
“No matter what the doctor thinks
There's a million straws gone o'er the brink
And I'm still here and need a drink
How many summers Swallow?”
The Swallow said “more than one
I've lost count, I've seen no sun
Sallow, under all that straw restrained
But you will play piano again.”
And the Camel said “and you will sing”
And that small breath took the Swallow's frame.

In the zephyrs and gusts that summer brings
Came the breath that lifts the Swallow's wings.

Letter to a 4am fan


Given your pride's so clearly in safe hands
What should I read of your shyness
Coy lioness?
To analysis I shan't digress
For all that way is silliness, unless
A rustle in the grass, a scent
I can but wish
In innocence and jest I ask.
What causes you to slink
I wish you'd come confess.
It must be changing metres
Or where I put the stress.
You must have fixed on Cheetahs
Or be vulnerable I guess.

This verse is always yours,
Use it for whatever purpose
If you would that there be more be
Close, come, make others
Superlative, make others
Superfluous
This verse is always yours.

A rustle in the grass
No teeth or claws, I can but muse
Excuse me this
Many souls walk the streets of London
Wishing that they'd played their trumps
Does Carnival, oh mind altering insubstantial
Oh seam of muse
Oh rich vein 
Unmined
Does Carnival and the throbbing street
Touch you only skin deep
Were you once touched deeper
Once touched deeper
Oh and that time flew
Call it shallow
Call me shallow
I know that's not enough for you. ;-)

What was that

I don't know whether it was
Oxytocin or Beta-endorphin
I been spending more time laughin.

I don't know whether it was
3,4-methylenedioxy-methamphetamine or Psilocybin
I been spending more time vibesin.

I don't know whether it was
What's only skin-deep
That touched me like a suture in the amygdala
I been getting better sleep.

I don't know whether it was
Sun-shine or music
But that really did improve shit.

I don't know what to blame
Whether it was all or none
Or one and not the other
Sketched out in rough
Seems enough.

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Offerings

They offered me diamonds
I said I had no need
They offered me roast meat
I said I had no need
They offered me sugar
Sweet, honeyed mead
Offered feather beds, flags and jewellery,
Syrups, swords and grails.
Offer me a violin
I will take it without fail.

Monday, August 22, 2016

Trophy hunting

I.

Sometimes, summer dusk promises no rain
Sky like blistered fire in a whitesmith's forge
Eyes become giddy with riches and flame
With all that glides your mesmered gaze ignored.

II.

Brush dip the sky-line and colour the night
Running where eyes do not help, the woods, caves
Where only ears and fingertips give sight
Mice in the grass sound like leopards at play.

Sunset led me into blindness.

To this cathedral, where eyes are no aid
Dark decorates dark, laticed and yawning
All solid darkles
Ornament is silouhette and scratches
Saved for morning.

In this black abyss came a beast so vast
Its stone haunches shifted trees like dancers
Its vermeil ivory rich outshone the moon
Each deft step cast, a giant earthquake passed
Night falling in night. Darkness bright as noon.

Sunset led me into ink.

In silouhette decorated cathedrals
I stumbled
Where swelling fear holds your face from truth
Till my soles broke brambles to sweet dark juice
Morticed brush to paths, that for others lay
To the horizon, hillls, the holloway
I stumbled
From the sweet dank stench of wet earth at night
To the pale, nervous scorn of morning light.

III.

In peeley-walley day's advance
When cold braves slept and field mice crept
And all that's left is detritus
Feathers slipped silent from the branch.

As shepherds watch rams that fight
And fisher seeks the fish to bite
After blind, warm, embroidered night
My sore eyes caught a final flight.

In false first light's nervous scorn
I saw Minerva's owl at dawn.

Friday, August 19, 2016

Ouch

I.

Sometimes, when summer dusk comes and the sun
Lights sky, like a fire in a whitesmith's forge
Eyes become giddy with riches and flame
And what glides across your gaze is missed.

II.

Brush dip the sky-line and colour the night
Running where eyes do not help, the woods, the caves
Where only ears and fingertips may aid you
Hoots, mice sound like giants stirred in the brush.

Fears eats your shadow, grow on your shoulder
Pushing your cheek, holding your face from truth
Face them
Face them, as you would children
Face them well, and they will become guards and pets.

III.

Sunset led me into blindness
Where eyes do not help
Into this cathedral, where dark decorates dark
And all ornament is silouhette and scratches
Are saved for morning.

I stumbled amid lice and rotten wood
Till my shoes broke brambles.
I stumbled in the blast of guns
And warfare for ivories.

IV.

Sunset led me into darkness
With but one silk length
Where eyes do not help
Where fears eat your shadow
There came a beast so vast its haunches
Shifted trees like dancers
And its ivory outshone the moon
Each step an earthquake of night falling within night.

With but one length of silk
I stumbled
Amid lice and rotten wood, the scent of earth at night
Till my soles broke brambles like grapes
Morticed brush to paths that lay
To the holloway, to the rising horizon and hills
To the pale nervous scorn of morning light.

V.

Sunset led me into ink
In silouhette decorated cathedrals
I stumbled, the scent of earth at night
Where fear holds your face from truth
Would I cage the moon, would you
Take it from the sky,
Stuffed with straw
Hold it in some room in fear
Of tides, of earthquakes, of night falling
Within night.

With but one length of silk
I hunted earthquakes
And sought to feed them from my hand.
I stumbled.

VI.

In the pale, nervous scorn of morning
When braves slept and mice crept
Feathers slipped silent from the bough.
I sought to call a beast so vast
To my wrist and feed it
From my palm.
I command no other way.

Feathers slipped silent from the bough
After blind, warm, embroidered night
My sore eyes caught a final flight
In false first light's nervous scorn
I saw Minerva's owl at dawn.


Like dancing to D&B

I've been dancing to pop songs too long
In four four
Side to side steps on the dance floor
A little shimmy or a shake
But nothing so complicated
You have to concentrate.

But there's the odd track that's Goldie
Hip shake palpitations makes a break sweat
Feet sweet confused, ankle, passes ankle
New fangled angles, half spangled
As the drop lets your fingers dangle.

Shifts lift, kick infiltesimal gifts,tuck adjustments
From just where the cusp of balance tips
Boated lips spit time, butt grinds
All other limbs celebrate like panic.

I can't live in country, I need city
Syncopation, smoking jazz or frustration hints
Every missed chance the artist omits
Trying to add the extras, I admit
Be committed and quit
Be committed and quit
Rather than subsist on off the peg regular popular dirges
Purge dregs
My feet greet jazz, greet breaks
Like new found lovers
I've been dancing to pop songs
For too long.

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Letter to W.H. Auden cc: Foreigner

I don't feel you need no teaching
You know what love is now
Not for weather or for bacon
Or strangers in a crowd.
The kind that plays on Steinway grands
The kind that really sings
Not that which leads to suicide
That isn't really loving.

It looks as clear as ground and polished glass
Lenses light to crystal points of focus
It stinks unto high heaven, since you ask
That reek speaks sweet like the scent of crocus.
Touch a pile of small particles like sand
Dive the water of the river
With a little luck you will understand
That's what it'll give you.

Others often talk about it
Like it is something new
Love speaks of all the particles
Your body's sliding through
There are versions told in stories
That make the heroes tick
But stories have their editors
I doubt you're quite that thick.

And you hear it when you can hear
The lark or blackbird sing
There are times that you can hear it
Above all other things.
You can hear it in the questions
The echoes and replies
And when it speaks you hear it clearly
It does not bear disguise.

Go look at how the waiter feels
Watch the eyes of their pets
Go look when your telephone rings
And look on further yet
And if you can't see it clearly
Don't get it twisted bruv'
If you've searched and haven't found it
First look inside for love.

It doesn't just do party tricks
It works white magic too
It will feed the finest lunches
On only scraps of food
It has opinions on investments
For when the times get rough
And is the finest company
The odd truth about love.

Love's all the water in the sea
And oh the rose has thorns
Love's look out post sways tipsy high
Don't say you've not been warned
If it comes when you're unready
Then it may pass you by
But it is sure to come again
As dawn is in the sky.

You can try blind it, force it, shout it down
Love will be heard
And it ain't shit to be flippant about
Not a careless word
And though it's more abundant still
It's worth much more than gold
That's another truth about love